Tika's Thoughts

Long time, no see huh? I have been extremely busy this past month, too busy for the things most important in my life. I have slacked on my relationship with God, my family, my fiance and my academics. So what was I so caught up in, if those things are the most important? The answer is myself. Lately, I have been having numerous pity parties with me, myself and I. There have been a lot of situations and unwanted circumstances, that have left me wondering "why me". I have therefore focused on all the negativity that I have been surrounded with and how I can fix the situations that I am in. Unfortunately, I have no control over 95% of the things occurring in my life but I put most of my time into those situations. I have therefore slacked on prayer and reading my word, staying in contact with family, friends, my fiance, and education. I have been in grumpy moods, having attitudes and ultimately have become bitter. Now, I'm not saying I hate the world, but I am